Saturday, February 9, 2008
ok, its 12.27am in the morning..and why am i still awake?? because i myself don't know..maybe i'm angry?? or maybe i'm unsatisfied with myself..or even better, i'm pissed..yea, thanks to you!! really, THANKS ALOT!!!!
and you know what i've decided?? i've decided to treat you like him..i thought my biggest mistake was to know him and acknowledge him as a good friend..but now that i realise..the most probably biggest mistake was to know you!! should i describe you as horrible?? no, i wouldn't..you heard my problems, and i trust you..and now, i realise, its my damn fucking attitude..i know who i am..and i know where i stand..but when its goodbye, its really goodbye..i'm here and you are there..it's different, really different..that's why, i'm treating you as my friend..but, you still don't understand this intention..i know you still don't..but what can i do?? i tell you, NOTHING!! ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!!
biggest mistake of the day : was that 1 stupit phone call..
i'm sorry if you had to read this..god knows who you are but, you're different from what i thought you are..wait!! people change..and so have you..i mean, me..SORRY.....
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