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Monday, November 23, 2009

3 more weeks to holiday.
1 week to beijing.
5hours to sleep.
i am, mad, happy, sad, angry, sleepy, bored...
all kinds..
this proves i am a human..
DUHH!!!
ok, anyway, good night..
its good if you put the past behind!!!
because it will made you sad in future when you think about it..
ok, i feel like playing piano.
? disguised at { 11/23/2009 01:45:00 AM }

Saturday, November 21, 2009

beibei jingjing is confirm.. do miss me love. p3 is hell.. 3 more weeks and it will be over.. i love spending my weekends with fadilah.. ouh..sorry if i hurt that someone..
but, i don't really know what i did..
maybe, this is just right..
back back back...
to where i belong, where i know something something something..
bleahh..can't remember..
ok toodles..need do work..
I WANT SUSHI!!!!
? disguised at { 11/21/2009 03:58:00 PM }

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

i want see stars tonight!!!!!!!!!
i really hope time could stops now..
but its impossible!!
so impossible..
and i wish all could go away now..
i want to be lonely..
i need a lot of time..
p3 darling,
i'm sorry i have not paid any attention to you..
i will tmr..
i promise babe..
? disguised at { 11/17/2009 11:15:00 PM }

Sunday, November 15, 2009

i have finally realised,
that i have changed THAT much..
from some kental girl,
to much more kental-er woman!!!!
HAHAHAHAHHA!!
stop it sehhh..
and the way i've type is also different..
so the english..
no short cuts or so...
and since i'm like this now,
i've also realised that my malay talking kind of language...
WAH WAHHH!!! getting worst..
i don't want to rewind, i just want to fast forward...
? disguised at { 11/15/2009 11:46:00 PM }
10pm, i met cutestuff..
coincidence..
after a long long time..
I LIKE!!!!
and nadeeyahhhh,
you power uhh..
HAHAHHAHA!!
? disguised at { 11/15/2009 11:35:00 PM }
now, im hungry..
TSK, is very original..
HAHA!!
ok, ever wonder what i am scared of??
BALLOONS!!!
hahahahha..
had some screaming yesterday because a balloon was under the table!!
HAHA!!
ok, is it weird, if i don't eat LJS..
even all the people i love, LOVES it??
TSKK!!!
they always to sacrifice for me..
thanks loves..
i like chicken rice and i love chrysanthemum tea!!!
i love sushi too..
woohoo..
i like white..
purple, red, black are on the second list..
I HATE KIDS!!! don't ask me why..
and, i don't blog what i do in a day.
i blog on what i'm thinking now
and I'VE CHANGED!!!
woohoo, no money...
? disguised at { 11/15/2009 12:53:00 PM }

Friday, November 13, 2009

happy bdae suenana!!!
we can have our injection later!!! woohoo!!!
later 9am have consultation and i've done absolutely nothing!!!!
WTF i know..
saturday, i want to be in school for like 8hrs..
and be so into P3!!!!
eversince the start of it till now, i've been distracted..
idk why la..
i'm sick in the head..
HAHAHHAHAHA!!!
love comes and goes but this time, i just want to see it..
if that is possible.
? disguised at { 11/13/2009 01:48:00 AM }
my life will be nothing without you.
you add flavours,
you add texture,
you are just so wonderful..
that when i see you,
i just want you..
BUT sometimes, you hurt me.
you hurt my eyes,
you hurt my throat..
why?? why baby??
CHILLI is a must in your life.
ok BYE!!
? disguised at { 11/13/2009 01:45:00 AM }

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

today is wednesday..
and no work is done yet..
i know WTF!!!!
today, i did a stupid thing!!!!
like seriously stupid..
now 10k by 23 is sooooo far..
? disguised at { 11/11/2009 10:55:00 PM }

Sunday, November 8, 2009

people have to move on. if not they will stuck there.. forever.. unmove.. better just let it be a statue.. i don't want it happen.. 2months.. this 2 months, i've learnt alot.. it'll be dread on if i keep holding onto it.. goodbye. i believe tomorrow will be a good day.. i have to move on.. keep on going.. swee say, work double hard..-_-" anyway, I'M SO GOING TO BEIJING!!!! miss me?? not please.
? disguised at { 11/08/2009 07:07:00 PM }

Saturday, November 7, 2009

BECAUSE of suenana,
i like ring ding dong!!!!
BECAUSE of suenana,
i'm stuck in my korean LALALAND!!!
again suenana,
i'll be stuck with her in a room in beijing..
WOOOHHOO!!! i like...
and doing kpop aerobics!!!
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!
? disguised at { 11/07/2009 04:15:00 PM }
you say 2 weeks..
but i don't really think i can stand you for a week..
my friends..
i don't really think they like you..
how??
can you go away??
it'll be mean..
although i am, but, i don't have a heart to do so.
9 september 2009.
from that day onwards, it really changed my life.
me avoiding LOVE, LOVE comes to me on that day..
unfortunately, i can't get the one i want..
not demanding or forcing but admiring you..
sometimes i wonder..
what if i never met you??
i think life would be the same??
or not??
i don't know actually..
? disguised at { 11/07/2009 12:32:00 AM }

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

would you date someone not virgin??
NO!!
but what if you like her/him??
CALL YOURSELF IDIOTS!!
AHAHAHAHHAHA!!!!
not about me, just random topic..
I WANT TO MARRY MARIAH CAREY!!!!
lol..
? disguised at { 11/04/2009 06:00:00 PM }

Monday, November 2, 2009

ok, guess what i am feeling right now??!!!
guess guess guess...
FUCKED UP!!!!
seriously fucked up!!!
not about him, him and him..
about me, me and me..
seriously, i had an asshole neighbours last tym..
freaking leaving the house and give us problems..
WTF holers!!!
and my brother sucks big time..
like seriously fuck la!!!
right now, all the vulgars are in my head..
you need me to list one by one??
CANNN!!!!
talk to me!!!
bitch!
? disguised at { 11/02/2009 07:59:00 PM }
i am sorry to make you look like a fool.
but im really not ready..
maybe because we were a past..
i don't give a chance.
i'm sorry.
seriously serious sorry.
i need time and i need a reason.
? disguised at { 11/02/2009 01:02:00 AM }

Sunday, November 1, 2009

someone directly told me im a slut!!
WAHHH!!!!
what do you think??
am i or am i not??
well, don't judge a book by it's cover.
do you even know what i do behind those curtains??
? disguised at { 11/01/2009 10:10:00 PM }

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shahirah, 19, female
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