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Saturday, October 31, 2009

look who's back!!!
in my crime scene..
not scandal ok..
perhaps just a catch up moment..
waiting aimlessly
is like walking with no directions..
which is like..
a needle in a something..
ok, i want a guy that buy me SHOES!!!!
and bags??
i want a male mistress too..
LOL..
? disguised at { 10/31/2009 01:11:00 AM }

Thursday, October 29, 2009

i've decided not to contact you..
for a year???
you are very addictive. VERY!!!
a year, is it achievable??
haha, dream on la shahirah..
tempting is just...
TEMPTATION!!!
monday you told e something that hurt me..
like OUCH!!
idk how to not like you..
ahh, love is blind..love hurts..
LOVE IS BULLSHIT i tell you..
don't act like you know..
cause i know everything..
EVERYTHING!!!!
$5k by next year??
HAHA!!
? disguised at { 10/29/2009 11:40:00 PM }

Sunday, October 25, 2009

missing you or wanting you more?? i'm not sure.. sound so..sick!! ok, my day was....
TADAA!!!! did nothing.. facebook and did the frame thingy.. still not complete.. no glue uhhh.. anyway..im feeling confused.. you are making me confused.. when i am suppose to be pissed and mad about something, idk how i can smile at you.. still, thinking about others.. wow..confused or what!! you told me you were confused too.. but..idk laa..you confused, you talk to me, more confused.. then in the end i also confused.. should i stop talking to you.. should i ignore and avoid you?? i tried didn't i?? but you keep coming back.. this sucks!! i can't help it.. but, you didn't made me sad.. thank you for not saying sorry.. coz i think it's stupid.. you said you don't know what you want for yourself.. maybe you need alot of thinking before opening your mouth to me.. you say you think too much.. but i don't see any head crack or brain crack.. wahhh... i need time to think don't i?? i think....p3 sucks!!! bye!
? disguised at { 10/25/2009 11:09:00 PM }
i had a great time last night!!!
lots of exercising kannn...
nobody knew i was gone..
so, maybe, i'll run away home..
again, nobody will know..
being invisible is good. is it bitch??
? disguised at { 10/25/2009 03:35:00 PM }

Saturday, October 24, 2009

today is a fuck-ed up day..
seriously, i'm not maria..
i thank you for all..
all you did for me..
but, i'm helping you by not buying it..
and now making a fuss???
i don't mind..
ignoring you..
avoiding you..
i will not say sorry..
because i know, you will forgave me..
if not, wait for next year..
if you have a long life..
i'm sorry for not buying you any cigarettes..
ASS!!!
and ouh, another person is sooo desperate...
will turn him off later!!
so pissed i tell you...
aku kau dulu..
now, when desperate, I U..
i tell you, guys all the same!!!
am i soooo anti-guys now???
TSK!!!
not helping..
pmspmspmspms...
just need a place to scream!!!!
ok...now jokes time laaa...
last thursday, me and farid suppose to meetup at 9.30am..
because haven finish work..
9:11am, at home. just woke up..
me: Babe, I'll be a lil late..
10:01am, still at home. getting ready..
farid: Where are you??
me: I'm otw..You reach alr ehh??? (i scared he reached alr..)
farid: No, still at home..Getting ready..
me: HAHA!! Actually, I'm still at home getting ready..haha..crazy uhh..
farid: Liar!
me: HAHA!!! I'm going out now laaa!!!! You don't talk crap..haha!! not like you,,still at home getting ready!! haha!!
it's funny when i think of it..the liar part there is another part during raya, it happen too..so, inside joke uhh..lazy type long long..
it was epic morning..this joke makes us laughed the whole day..funny funny!!
tomorrow, i gotta do my work..research and that hollow box..DAMN!!!
my brain is dead.
? disguised at { 10/24/2009 08:48:00 PM }
eating a naked chilli is a best way to release anger..
try it!!
sorry is a word..
is a word that i hate to listen..
sorry is just a word that makes me hate you..
sorry just isn't working..
any other word besides sorry??
please check the thesaurus..
ok, just now had presentation..
my group had good comments..
but i feel so useless..
i didn't did much..
i mean, i don't know..
maybe..i'm just sensitive..
pms made a mistake today..
i don't know how to say it..
but avoiding is good for now..
i will be annoyed easily..
and throwing tantrums..
so, girls..
pms sucks..
i wonder when is my sister gonna come..
she's making alot of troubles for the past week..
sister ahhh...
i miss you..
NOT!!
ok, very depressed now..and tired..
shall be happy retardedly at home tmr..
all funny story, i'll blog..
i want laugh by myself now..
bye!!
? disguised at { 10/24/2009 12:15:00 AM }

Friday, October 23, 2009

look at the time...
it's 12.33pm..
im supposed to be in school by 1pm..
now, waiting for the toilet..
it looks like that i have to take a cab down to school..
today is presentation.
damn i know..
i don't really know what they are doing??
leaving us out like wth..
seeing us free, makes us to a super last minute work..
but wth..
there is farid..
the penipu..
i like..
piss or pissed??
pms or excuse??
drive or ride??
yes, that was my display msg on fb yesterday..
i was pissed..
pms was the excuse..
but pms sux!!
i wanna ride when im driving..
split myself into half i think..
ok, dad is out from toilet..
bye bye..
i hate horny boys giving an excuse hey, lets meet up even when we see each other most of the time.
? disguised at { 10/23/2009 12:32:00 PM }

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

truthfully, my holidays are...
oh-so-ok..oh-so-fun...
oh-so-most-of-nights-are-out...
but ok ahhh...
holidays are ending in 4 more days..
oh hi school!!!
it's project 3 already???!!!!
but i end project 2, 4 weeks ago and its not even a month!!!!
wow, 2 more months of hell..
i'm so anticipating in it...
SIAO~
i just want project 3 to get a grade B or B+!!!!
hahahhahahahhaa...
belum start dah ada target kepe...
gyler nyer budak...
ok anyway, last sunday,
went raya-ing with ex-cvss people..
HAHA!!!
check time - 2pm, akmal's house.
check time - 2am, reached home!!!!!
AHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!!!
we went, 12 houses..
i took khai's car while nisa rent...
NISA drive like a racer..
thank god i didn't ride her car.
didn't want to end life early..
LOL..
ouh, i look fat in the raya pictures they upload on facebook..
geez...
but, i'm not even slightly overweight.
i'm in the normal range..
LOL..
maybe its true,
the camera adds 10 pounds..
LOL..
18 chefs tmr girls???
? disguised at { 10/14/2009 11:25:00 PM }

Saturday, October 10, 2009

ok basically, this week was...
boring...
didnt go out much like the last 2 weeks..
where, i EVERYDAY go out..
to think of it, i didn't go out on monday only..
AHHAHAHAHA!!!
tmr jalan raya!!!!
i think, it will be the last for this year..
a week left..
a date with adilah..
HAHAHHAHA!!!
a date with...friends i guess..
tu pon klu jadi...
nothing much..
i want to upload pictures...
no memory card holder..
sucks i tell you..
so, besok jalan raya!!!!
nisa drive tau..
harap harap saya selamat..
=P
bismillah.
hahahha!!
? disguised at { 10/10/2009 08:16:00 PM }

Friday, October 2, 2009

ok good morning people..
i just woke up so its still a morning for me..
ok..first thing i did was clean up the kitchen..and cook for myself!!!
hahaha~maggie!!!
then....i go youtube....
i like eeteuk!!!!
HAHAHAHA!!!!
good right!!!!
i LOIKE~~~
=)
? disguised at { 10/02/2009 01:35:00 PM }

Thursday, October 1, 2009

ok currently i like 4minute-muzik..
idk why..
it just got stuck in my head...
idk why but i dun really favour g-dragon-heartbreaker..although it has been top for weeks now..but now..ok la...idk what im talking!!!
HAHAHHA!!!!
presenting...
G-DRAGON!!!!!! - heartbreakeRRR!!!
ok thats all..i think..
HAHAHHAHAHA!!!
i want go batam~~~
? disguised at { 10/01/2009 08:02:00 PM }
for the first time, i got a grade A!!!!
hahahahha...
tu pon elective!!! -_-"
~no big deal la kannn...
and the lowest is C+..
ok la...not bad...
GPA remain the same..
around there la..
HAHAHHAHAHA!!!
my mum ask me...
what is it about design u interested???
yes yes, IDK WHAT!!!!
i need to think..
? disguised at { 10/01/2009 07:08:00 PM }

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shahirah, 19, female
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